Tuesday, May 28, 2013
Dude, Where's Our Sense of Wonder?
Is it
possible that the popularity of belief systems such as Wicca,
neo-paganism, and neo-witchcraft are a revolt against the modern times
we live in where almost every phenomenon that used to be thought of as
magical and vast in its mysterious unknowability can be explained away
by the BELIEF SYSTEM called science-- indeed, is a belief in fae folk
and whispering trees in the forest dappled with liquid
sunlight a much needed balm against the tragedy of our modern society's
general lack of wonder? Me personally, I cultivate my sense of wonder,
that could easily compete with any 5-year-old child's, with my art, and
also because I have been insane I have experienced first-hand different
realities than the dominant culture's version of reality, and although
the science of psychiatry can explain away those realities with the pat
labeling of them as symptoms of schizo-affective disorder-- and, even
though on a practical and, more to the point, day-to-day level, I know
this label is true-- it doesn't change the authenticity and soul-flight
truth of those alternative realities, at least in terms of how they were
experienced at the time. I don't want this post to sound
anti-psychiatry-- I really, really like not hearing voices or thinking
"They" are "out to get me"-- I'm just saying, on a certain level, if I
felt something, it was real, or at least it was real at the time. But
that doesn't mean I want it to be my permanent reality, particularly
because most of it was terrifying. But part of the sense of wonder I
experience now because of having been insane, even after all the
psychotherapy and medication, is that if I open certain doors in my mind
I can LOOK AT realities I've experienced in the past; I can look at
them, even if I don't walk into the room.
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