Nicotine-Stained

pillspillspillspills
pills to make you sleepy
pills to make you wired
pills to make you not hear voices..... yes

you sleep all the time
you suppress magical thinking
and wonder if it's wrong
if you're wrong
you wonder what the hell's wrong with you

are you possessed?
are the voices really faeries?
not modernly imagined, sweet, childlike faeries but old-school mischievous faeries?

When the people who are against psychiatry hear you talk this way, they say you should go off your medication
Well, fuck them
because the medication saved my life
even if it made me fat
it made me have a life

and now there's nothing left to say
I'm telling you my secret
because I'm a drama queen and attention whore at heart

even if I lock myself up in a nicotine-stained glass coffin